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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Abit moody still. Ytd didnt go to bi's house.

Today not sure. :/

Anyway, this post is for Someone whose close to me.

BrandonKoh didi,
Dont sad anymore. You still have to move on without her. What if she had already moved on & you're still staying at that spot? Not saying she don't worth those sadness you had, those tears you've dropped for her. Take good care kays. I'll be by your side when you need me. Sorry that i didn't answer your call ytd. But, please take good care of yourself. Concentrade on your studies. JieDiForever uhs. Stay guai too. Your SeoulGarden will bring you go soon if you've th time. As for your damn ciggs, next yr. 8more months you'll get it kay.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I somehow hated ppl keep asking why i work at such a young age, why i don't study full time in ITE. Eh, as if i can lor. If i can i wont so xinku now. Pls lah ppls, stop asking me can. I hate it. Have to ans. After ans, ask why its link to my sec sch life. Cause i in sec sch very naughty, made alot cases, now no ITE full time wants me. Happy? Not happy go bang wall die sua. So what im a part time student? Still can study mah. At least when i complete my this last 3 modules i can get ITE certificate.

Kay, just rantings. Cause i cannot take it liao. Ppl keep askaskask. So irratating. Anyway, i wont ans why anymore. Dont blame me if i never ans your this question. I dont want talk about th past. Its alr a bad past, i've regretted. But its too late. Real late. I regretted when i cant go in. Whatever.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Monday, September 28, 2009

Yeay, got time to update. -.-
Ytd morning headed to Bi's house. Cab over. Sleep for like 10mins at bi's house while bi, lance & wk are doing there homework. Act good boys? Helped bi first, then lance and wk. Wk seriously can go bang wall die sua. He didnt even know his postal code. Wtf. Then headed to Tanjong Pagar to meet abby. As usual, she's late like jh. Nevermind. After she reached, find our way to th so called icon village. Th place DON'T even look like a village, but a building to us. Went in and eat. Then before we go, some bad things happened between bi & i. Then went to pay money, helped wk pay first. Then bused to Bugis as Abby wanted to do some shopping. Bad things continue to happen. Felt like crying, almost dropped tears. Bi helped me to carry my bag. Then, while walking, bi told wk this, 'When it comes to shopping, boys always behind, when its games, boys infront'. True? Yea, it is. Then th 3 went to smoke, and Abby told my that Iluma's hoodie is xpensive. So, gonna changed to Penisular for hoodies as she say theres more design to choose for, and cheaper. Bi promised to accompany me thr. (: Then, walked around again and cab home.

Long post.

Today went for work, felt abit sick. Was having massive headache, slight cough& kept sneezing. Now better. And i injured my leg. Yes, again. LOL. Cause of th damn road works near th busstop at work place.

Kay, im tired alr.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Finally got time to update.
Well, ytd went to work then for Teachers' Day dinner. A serious bore thr till a teacher namely Mr'Shukor reached. His dressings is seriuosly hillarious. Cause th theme is 60s to 80s. I didnt follow>.<>.< Sorrys! And i think Devil's cousin called me. I dont recognise him at all. He changed so much! Kay, whatever. Then chanced upon Vincent. Its 2yrs since i last seen him. Trained to Simei woth him. He went home while i went to Eastpoint. There is B-O-R-E-D. I walk 10 mins and i went home. Chatted with bi earlier on th phone, now on msn. (:
Tmr might go eat sakae with bi & friends? Not sure yet. Hope can go. Maybe going to bi's house before going sakae. EXCITED LAH!

To Big Unlce,
You're seriously fcuking boliao. Too rich to call from Msia to Sg? Donate money to me lah! Ccb, everytime call and kp me. Eh, you my father ah. I naughty you huanlo. Im naughty eversice Pri5. What th fcuk you want? My laobu bo kp, you kp simi. Fcuker. Wish you die early.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Back, ytd cried myself to sleep~ Too worried for bi.
Today forgot bring my wallet, called home & asked sis to bring it over to th Mrt stn for me. She dw. _l_ Then put down her phone, called dad. He bring my wallet for me & drove me to work! Thanks papa<3! Saw bi at th hall standing. Then P, DM and counsellor talked to bi. Heng he only have to stay back till 6pm everyday again.

Bi say his dad confirm on th trip to overseas le. Wtf. I confirm cry everynight. ): 8days, how am i gonna live man. Sighs. Now is bi's court. More worrying.

Wonder, when's my turn? Will i go prison few yrs later? Sometimes, i got urged to call to HQ, ask if my case had closed. 3yrs. All thanks to a fucker. If its not her, th DM wont call police, i wont get case. Everything she lied. _l_

Kay, abit moody and super lazy to type more.

TMR GOT TEACHERS DAY DINNER. I DONT WANT TO GO.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Van: Sist, cheer up k. Weihan gonna be alright the lah. Don't so worry. He'll be alright, not gonna leave you behind. Don't cry le k? If he really go in(touch wood), you still have FunnyCo. We'll stay by your side, no matter what. I wanna see you smile girl. I love you smile. Its so cute. Don't cry, i'll protect him. Lol. Weihan, after this court, be good boy k? Sist is very worried for you this time. See you soon girl. Make sure let me see you smile. LastLong. <3vanlovehuan

Sist, thanks. Thou im not so close to you, but you're still always thr for me too. Maybe, i will smile after 8 oct? Or not gonna be happy le. Cause, Im really worried. Hope he got fine only bah. Don act like you're an angel that can protect him. Laughs. But thanks too sist. MeLoveYou too sist, but i love him more. (:

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Sighs, tmr can see bi. But theres a super bad news.
Bi is going court, might go in. Sighs! I dont want bi go in. 8oct gonna go court, i cant attend. ): Im worried. I feel like crying now. Th thing which most heart pains me is, bi maybe going in. Then, i cant see bi, cant contact. How am i going to continue my life without this sweetie pie of mine? Who is gonna hug me sleep, keep calling me baby or baobao when im asleep? Who is gonna disturbing me when he's bored? SIGHS. Seriously, no mood.

Called Yicong just now, asked him some things for bi.
Thanks YC bro!
But still no mood.

I wish, nothing will happend to bi.
Cause, i cant lose him, cant let him go in. Else i sure cry everyday.
Atleast give him probation, still i can see him.
I dont wanna bi leave me behind!

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Kinda moody ever since Sat. Sighs.
I miss my bi alot. ):
4th day i cant see him.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Monday, September 21, 2009

Kinda not in mood. Maybe cause bi not with me, accompanying me msg now bah. Today's th 3rd day which i cant see bi.

Saying about nov, bi maybe going overseas. 8 days. Few days ago bi said some things which i realise is true. 'This time i go for 8 days. See how you tahan. 1 day you alr cannot tahan.' True lor. Sighs. How i wish bi wont go. But, wanna him enjoy. ):

Bi, faster wake up accompany me. I felt lonely when you're away. I miss you alot. I miss you hugging me sleep. Calling me baby or baobao when im asleep. Memories~

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Not in th good mood today.
Ytd didn't sleep much. Lie on bed at 12plus, worried for boyf, kept on crying till like 4am plus?! First time thou. Sighs. Worried for boyf's tues case too. Today just isn't my day! _l_

大宝宝ah! Pls take care, don't smoke when you're sick le pls! Hear you cough makes me heart more&more pain. Drink more water kays? Today, actually wanted chiong down your house bring you go see doc. But you don't want. Rmb not to smoke pls. Rest well. MeLoveYou.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Wanna say, sorrys to ~symbiosis~ fam. Sorry to leave you guys. Esp kyle alone in there. Cause, i felt, this fam ain't active. -.- A big sorrys to you guys.

And, im kinda worried for bi now~~ He's sick & gums are in pain. ):

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Didn't go out with bi today. Bad things happened. Bi is sick ): And a bad news, bi is going overseas soon! 8 days ley! TORTURE FOR ME SOON! Cant contact, hear his voice, got his super sweet msges or see him for 8 F***ing days! Super bad torture for me soon. ):
Just chatted with bi for a few mins. Satisfied enough. Get well soon my dear! Anyways, ytd was pissed off by some things. After going to bi's house, cab over to temple as its th last day of 7th month. While walking over to take a cab, a cheena man asked, how much i sell for my body. -.- I got a feeling to kick his damn balls. Fk him can. Then i quickly walked away, saw a cab and went in. And th unlce don't know where th temple is, and i kinda forgotten. Called Jon(not HB's friend) to guide th driver. Thanks Jon! Reached home at 12plus(thanks to dad's friend's wife to drive me home), bathe and sleep with my super wet hair.
Then today morning someone called KUANCHEW, called me at 630AM. Ni mama die i tell you. Cb, so early call. So i picked up his call,
KC:Hello.
Me:(in a sleepy voice) Knn pcb, don't call me early in th morning fucker, and i put down th phone.

Very th cb can. So early and its sat. KUANCHEW, let me warn you, dont call me so early. You're lucky i didn't shoot more of vulgar to you. You can ask Tuna how in th past i scold him when he woke me up early. He tried before too kay. You ask him if he dares to call me so early not. Msg me early i wont scold. BEAR THIS IN MIND.

Kay, not taking dinner. Lazy to type.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Yeay, finally got th time to update.
Tue didn't go to bi's house, he's tired ):
But i waited for him. And he ps me! Roar. But before i go, i revenged by making his hair, and he smacked my butt.
Ytd went to sch. Something happened, which makes me pissed off. Shan't elaborate. After school, charbo went walkwalk with me. Thanks! And i headed off to bi's house, then went back to Tamp to buy his sushi. While waiting for bi to reach, i did my new moudle's Chap 2! And my books aren't heavy anymore! Yeayness! Ate sushi with bi and he hug me sleep again! And my silly pinched my face. Ofcause i pinched back. Then headed home by cab. Bi helped me to carry my school bag. (: Msg and chatted with bi awhile on th phone and off to lalaland. Rare that my silly sleep early kay. Heee. Bi also promised to accompany me to bugis this sat or sun to search for my hoodie! Cant wait.
Oh, think sun i saw his secondary's school photo. Cute uhs. At first he don't let me see. But im clever enough. Right bi?(evil laughs) Saw his results in seconfary too.(Mine ain't any better)
Alrights, my rantings starts now.
To those who added me in msn and asked about EbenPua. I don't know who you guys are. Think you all are those who know Eben or me. I know its not Jon. But, STOP adding and ask about how come Eben and i aren't close anymore lah. Not close jiu not close lor. Ask for what. Since you guys wanna know, i shall say here! Let th whole world know it then!
I hate how he treats me even thou i treat him nice in th past. I hate him timer-ing me 2 times when i forgave him th FIRST time! I hate him for breaking my heart 2 times. Yea, he's a horny bastard. Weijie, his past best friend told me about him. Thou he wanna see us patch, but he said, 'I do wish to see you and him patch, but, i don't want to see another girl got preg or hurt by him anymore. Thou your current boyf always do things to make you cry, but i see he's a good boyf.' What he say is true. If you guys still don't like th reason why i hate him or why im not close to him anymore, then go ask him. Stop disturbing my life kay! I just wanna get him & his dirty name out of my life, never ever appear again. Let me have a peaceful life can not. I just want a peaceful life with my current boyf.
And to th whoever girl that say my boyf sucks. Fcuk your mama inside out lah! Cb, think which guy is super perfect. You show me lah. Like yours will be perfect? Yes, my boyf isn't that perfect, but he's a nice boyf to me. He treats me super well, better than that HB lah kay. I did not say nice words to you cause, i hate ppl saying bad things about my boyf. Think what if i say bad things about your boyf, will you be happy? Th answer is NO, rights? Think before you speak. IF you think that HB is so nice, go stead with him lah. After being with him, don't cry to your friends or whoever.
Kay, enough of my rantings. Wasted my time on typing all these.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Monday, September 14, 2009

Backieeee~~
Ytd went to bi's house last min. Cab over~ Bi hug me sleep again. (: Tried to pluck his small facial hair. But cant ley, too short. LOL. Bi ordered KFC, ate, chatted awhile and back to sleep. Around 815pm, help bi massage and went to take cab home. Had a fun and tiring day~

Couldn't sleep last night. Cause i can't sleep without bi's hugs! Was tossing here and there around th bed. Till its 6am then i can sleep. But i have to wake up at 630am. Wtf can. Pass bi my psp, th charger, usb cable and one vcd today morning when i saw him. (: Miss him so much. Kay, im kinda lazy to type le.

OH! Sissy called me just now. Saying that she'll be out to sg again during Nov or Dec. Sad lah! Sissy, faster come out. I miss you. ):

Bi send me a SuperDuper sweet message ytd night! Awwws, boyf, i love you!♥

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Friday, September 11, 2009

LWH: baby,im very happy tdy..happy 5th month anniversary mwacks (L) ;D

Bi, im very happy ytd too. Happy 5th month anniversary too! Stay with me forever kay? LoveYouToThMax. Mmmuacks! (:

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Backieeee.
Ytd went over to bi's house straight after work~ While waiting for him to come down, saw his mum & bro. Then bi's mum asked me to go up with her. I say i'll wait for bi. So shy can. After bi came down, waited for him to smoke finish and went up. Waited for bi to finish his dinner. Then pass bi th gift. And bi hugged me sleep! Awwws, so nice. Slept on bi's chest actually. ;D Then after that, tried to molest bi. He wanna hit me. ROAR! But he didnt thou. Bi hug me throughout from 7plus till almost 9!

So happy with bi ytd. He brightens my life once agains! Love you bi. Not gonna leave me okay? ;D

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Thursday, September 10, 2009

♥SY♥N: youre tagbox can let me flood liaoo. cheer up~

Kay, im alrights now. (: Thanks sist. You lah, always come tag. Flood my tagbox. Smack die! LOL.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Back to update! Its me & Dearest's 5th month. (: Ytd had a good chat with him. Super funny uh. We 'argue' ytd midnight. I woke up to msg him ley. Got th bigbig good heart right. Gonna see him later, and i can't wait lah! Omg. Bi, must hug me slp kay. And let me 'molest' & pinch your 'breast'(don't anyhow think, its his chest). Lol. Im gonna molest him. Kay, gonna reply tag(s) and do my work le.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

HAPPY 5th MONTHSARY DEAREST BOYF. ♥

Time really flies uhs! 5 months have passed. Looking back, we had alot quarrels, unhappiness. Esp past few days. Glad that, we didn't end, infact, we patch things up! (: awwws, bi, i love you to th max huhs. This 5 months, having you by my side, being pampered by you. Bi, we'll last th right? I believe we'll. =/ Excited to see you later after 8days of 'torture' that i couldn't see you. You promised me ytd to let me 'molest' and pinch your 'breast' ah. Lol. Iw ant time faster pass! Cause, i cant wait to see you, you to hug me slp!

This 5 months, we have gone through thick&thins. So many barriers infront of us. Theres still more i suppose. But, we'll stay strong and go through them together right? We'll uhs. Bi, im not gonna leave you no matter what. In deep love with you. (:

FASTER WAKE UP AND CONTINUE OUR 'ARGUMENT'! FASTFAST!

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♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Seriously, i miss you alot.
2 days more.
I'll still pass you th gift. I will.
I love you bi.
Hope this barrier infront of us, will go away soon.
I love you more than anything else.
Never leave me please.

maybe your feelings fade le.
maybe you're tired le. yea, you're.
what more can i do to let you love me once more?
i really love you.
can we, start all over again?
i cant lose you.
i really cant.
&i dont want to.
my love for you is too deep le.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

♥SY♥N: PLS, eat youre dinner lah! So skinny still skip dinner for so many days!

Eh, i happy ley. What can you do? Lol. You better buck up for your maths lah. Lousy ley you.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Yoh! -.-
Not in mood. Reasons :

My CRN can fail. Prepare to take 6months later D;
Today is th 1 week which i could not see bi. Hopefully Thurs could ):

Yea, my CRN, i wrote alot nonsense down lah. I finished within 35mins, but not with lots of answers down. I can't even think. And, I DID NOT DRAW WHILE DOING TEST! Kay, whatever. I always draw on my paper during tests. Even N levels. Im afraid i will fail. Anyways, thanks James for th supporting. He kind of 'disiao' me ytd. _l_ Lol. He too wrote alot rubbish. HAHAH! Wish you fail ah! He's more worst, he only do SectionB's 3 questions. Wtf right. CONFIRM FAIL! See you retake again uhs! LOL. I only never do SectionB's 2 questions(cause i don't even understand wtf thy saying). And, some wrote alittle answer only. Pray hard i PASS.

♥bi, i miss you ):

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♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Monday, September 7, 2009

Kay, im bored to death. HEAVENT EVEN STUDY FOR MY CRN TMR! I seriously can go bang wall die sua. Dead? Yea. I've no mood to study. Sighs. I miss him. I miss my Mr'Boyf alot. I've been crying this few days. Didn't sleep much ytd. Cried and cried. Van accompined me. Thanks sist. She 'threw' Tuna aside and pei me. Touch die. Lol. I cried myself to sleep after bi told me some things. I don't wanna end. I love him alot. I can't bear to give him or this r/s up.

Van sist,
Idk if i should say what i told you to him. Should i? Sighs. Sist, like you say. I can't force love. Thanks for all those advice you and Tuna gave. Loveyou sist. Last long alrights.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

♥SY♥N: PIG!! Chdeer up lah pls. Take super good kare kay?? Dont always cry yourself to slp.

You ass then pig luh. Thanks Student! I cant do anything but just to cry. Sighs. Im really afraid to lose him. You too take care. Last long with N kay.

♥SY♥N: Yo pig. Laughs. Stupid lah you. Always eateateat! Eat le jiu sleep! Pig ah you!

Eh, Fk you ah. I not pig okay! Eat no wrong hor. I wanna gain weight and some fats only lor.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Not in th mood again.

Today is th 6th day i didn't see him. I miss him alotalot. Sighs.

Maybe, one day you'll really leave me? I cant afford to lose you Dearest. I really cant. I love you alotalot. You're th first that i pampered so much, th first i love so much & th first who let me felt so lovedd by someone i reallyreally like. Can we last? Will we last? I wanna see you soon. I miss you. I couldn't sleep last night. Cause, i'm afraid you'll leave me, i really do. Dearest, love me like how you do in th past please. I don't wanna lose you. Sighs.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Not in th mood.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Friday, September 4, 2009

Back! (:

Tue, went to meet bi after work. Some unhappiness happened. But laughters came next! Didnt take my dinner. Wasn't in th mood. Accompanied bi to th dk whatever clinic last min for his hand, with guolong and wk.

Wed, went to sch. Forgot what happened. STM luh. But i know its a fun day. LOL.

Thurs, went to take my damn ic. Super far. Met up with siyun awhile. That naughty girl didnt attend sch. Whatever, waited for colleagues. Greta and Prudence. That P hor! So late ley. Tell me meet around 12pm. Then she came at around 1pm. !!!! Nevermind, walked around Fareast. Went to a spot which i was caught for smoking 1 yr plus ago. __ And th spot bi was caught too. Fk luh. Memories flow back? Yea, th spot which i was caught. Ah, wonder how my haopengyous are now. All in army, except for panda. That idiot. Kay, whatever. Shopped around. I was th first to buy th so called 'retro' shirt. Mine not really retro thou. LOL. Anyhow buy. But is nice! Bought shoe, got a free belt from Prudence, bought necklace too. Spend around 60. MONEY FLY! OH! Greta cant tahan me and P! Cos, we went in to almost every shop to see. Shopped for 5 hours plus!

Today, went sch. Had alot fun. Esp darling2. Superduper funny. Lazy to elaborate more. But spend alot today also. Omg, continue like that, will go broke ): Chatted with bi just now. That sweetie pie. He msged me something. (: Managed to smile.

I wanna see him tmr luh! Miss his hugs. And 'molesting' him! LOL.
Kay, lazy le.

♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Lazy to update (:

1 more week!♥

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♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan