Didn't get to meet bi today. ):
But bi promised to bring me out tmr! Excited hur.
Keep your promise bi. (: ILOVEYOU!!
Had a small fight with bi just now. Sighs. See you tmr bi. I wanna see you everyday. Thinking, if i cant see you everyday, how can i spend th day manzxzx.
Friends, don't jio me go out. Not free for this wk. Gonna mug for exams next wk. Im a good girl alr uh. Shall study hard, let mama proud. Cause, i've never let mama proud before. Think have, when i got a throphy during Primary6? Wanna jio me out, see if i want to not. Abit happy and moody now. ):
Tuna;Louis: SIS! Do you think, you leave him he will really he happier without you, when he love you so much? I see that weihan is a good guy. Treasure him. Don't think negative things le. TGK. See you soon.To Tuna;Bro, maybe what you say is right? Yea, he's a good guy, a perfect boyf for me. Thanks for all th talk. You too take good care. See you soon too!Oh, shall reply tags in my blog le. Lazy go Tagbox reply. Take note peeps!
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
You won't know how i feel! Do you know, how sad am i? Cause of a small thing, you don't want to reply me. Nevermind, now all i wished is that, you will stay with me forever, Keep all your promises.i felt like crying, my heart hurts alot. Can he feel that? I'm afraid, i might break down very soon. Sighs~ Sissy isn't here for me. Granny too. I miss Granny.
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Back! ^^ Actually meeting bi today. But suddenly he say dont want go. zzz! I alr went out of th house. Nevermind, so called ppl up. And Siyun came dwn to meet me! From pasirris to woodlands! She's sucha sweetie! Thou her mum not happy, but she insists on meeting me. (: LoveherLoveher! Went to causeway to meet her and walk around. Cut til my leg. At first was itchy, then pain. And is very pain! Chanced upon Tuna! He was with vanessa. Th two couple. So, Sy and i walk off. Dont want be light bulb. Walked around, was searching for a box for th surprise for bi 2 months later. Cant find any that suits boys. All girly th! Nevermind, wed go to Tamp to search. Bought hp stickers. I bought th letter 'W' and Sy bought 'N'. Wanted to buy 'H' too, but didnt see. Bought a pooh bear's passport cover! Sweet and cute to th max. Headed to Samsung shop and bought my F480's back cover, which cost me $38. WTF. Bought a keychain for my bag too! And some things for bi next month. (: Went to pasar malam and buy food then headed home. Walk sis to th mrt station and off to take bus. Sis bought alot things today also. Spend quite alot. Around 40 plus? Gonna go broke very soon if i continue spending money.
Thanks Siyun sist for th accompany today! MuchLoves!
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Happy Birthday Granny! I miss you ):
Not in th mood.
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Am back once again! -.-
Was shock to see Benson back in sch. Guess he really thought things all over? Guess so. And his botak is damn funny!
Anyways, this post not for him but, my most dearest aiai.
AIAI,
we drifted damn loads. What exactly happend? Go back to school alrights? Dont stress over your N's. I can teach you to study girl. I have come through N's, and its not really that tough. I didn't study and yet i got 8 points. Isn't that great? Plus, there's a great blow to me during N's. Yet i did well. You too can. Maybe, after getting good points for N's, your mum will give you back all your freedom? Yes, you was never a good girl ever since secondary1. I'm much worst then you. I was bad since Primary5! Infact, i do still come out from those bad days, and gone good le right? You can too! We've known each other for so many years. We've gone through so much, knowing each other's deepest secrets. And we swore to be th best sisters forever right? We kept promises for years, each other's secrets. and rmb, you were th first to know that i like Weihan. I told you when i felt that i got feelings for him. And sist, you encouraged me, told me to woo him -.- (thou i didn't) AIAI, see this and think it over. I've promised to help you brush up your chinese and get you to learn all th maths formulas. I'll do it still if you wants to. Rmb, i'm very good in chinese? Sist, i miss all those times alot. Where, i told you how i felt each time i see Weihan(before we were tgt). Contact me soon kays. ILY<3!
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
3 good news to share!
- Abby's fine! Have to to like bi, do work till 6pm everyday.
- Benson came back to sch! Great! He think properly alr.
- jh kor is fine too! Court extended for him thou. ): - still a good news right?
Kay, back to blog. Emotions are fine now. Trying to have lesser emotions nowwwww. Thou i cant. I wanna be strong again soon. Had a nice chat with 2nd aunt yesterday on msn. God knows, she's coming this weekend! Sweet to th max luhr!! And, my monsters coming soon too. Wonder when is it. Gonna Play with them soon uh! Long time never see them alr.
Actually, i missed all cousins of mine. Esp after granny's funeral which is like 1 yr plus ago. Its th very last time whr all cousins met. Yes, 1 yr plus le. Wonder how are they? Will we be able to meet again?! Theres hope. Anyway, have not been going to temple much. My lazyness caused it. Promised to go soon. But when's th soon?(wait till im happy)
Work loads are here for me once again. Alot things to do. Have been eating less this few days. I so wanna gain weight and fats luh! Im still so small size after years. Maybe cause im a pre-matured baby? Everyone says so. Is that true? Kay, enough of this.
HEADACHE IS HERE!
AND, ilove my sweetie pie (was asked to del his name) (:
Bi, is superduper sweet ytd. Love him to th max and loads too!!
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Back, moody th whole day. Kind of gl Tuna just now. Sorrys! Didnt take my breakfast, lunch or dinner. Drank abit of water only. Sighs! Totally no mood? And thanks sissy for th update. She went to slp le.
Bi, i love you alot. I wanna spend time with you soon. I miss those days.
I want chat on phone later ):
Im not gonna be strong again. Not gonna be happy like th past le. I wanna leave this world. Sighs. Mayb leaving can really make those who care for me not that worrying? Or make those friends around me happier.
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
J here . helpinq sissy tuh update . sissy , cheer ups . dont cry or slit yourself le ! dont make ppl that cares for yous to worry . yous & him the thinqs will end soons ! 3 months later , yous two cans be bak like the past . sissy , i wants yous tuh stay happy . no more cryinq and slitting yourself . remember those promises yous gave me . later list outs incase yous forgot . chat with yous last night , sis , know you are sad cos of some thinqs , and yous failed to qive him surprise today , but its alriqhts . yous still got alot chances to qives . stay happy like how yous were in dhe past . i want tell yous a secret , yous know i love yous ! ghaaaa . i m lame .
list :
- stay happy
- stop crying or slitting yourself
- last lonq with him
- accept dhat fact ( yous know what i mean )
- be happy like dhe past
- never ever brks down before i dos !
- study hard
more cominq sissy !
take good cares & last lonq with weihan . i know yous can .
Oh , weihan , for yous too !
study hard & treat sissy better kays .
care for her more . she needs yous to be by her side .
brinq her outs more , yous know she loves beinq/stickinq with you .
when she cry , care for her .
better remember urhhs !
and , trys to make her smile more , yous should know whys she cant smile much since 1 yr plus aqo ever since dhat bad thinq happened .
sissy ! i love yous tons ! cheer ups my sis !
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Sighs, not in th mood currently.
Some things have been bugging me. Infact its my heart. Should be some questions?
-Are we drifting?
-Will we end?
-Do you, appreciate what i did?
-Can we be back like th past?
-when will this stupid thing end?
-Can our r/s get stronger day by day?
Thers still more, but i dont wanna type out.
And a big sorry to sissy, she's been thr for me when i need her.
Sissy, Sorry uh. Thanks for all th corncern. Doubt im gonna be strong again soon. Im seriously breaking down le. My heart has torn into pieces. I cant see him much in sch anymore, neither purposely walking by his class just to see him le. Th thing which heart pains me most is, he's been very xinku. I've been thinking of ending, but i cant bear. I cant bear to let him go neither this r/s. Mayb like what you say, my love for him is really too deep. Yes, first time i like a guy sososo damn much. Sissy, thanks for everything. ily.
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Yeah, im back. LOL. Alright, co have been asking hows th result of bi & i. Yes, th P took th decision i said. Im super duper glad lah can! But i cant see bi that much or purposely walk pass his class anymore! ): But still, im with him. (: Hmmms, ytd bought a bag with sissy. And act'cute yisek came back to sch today! Hah! Cant wait to see his act'cute face. But my bi more cute. Okays, im bored to death. Tmr theres a class party, cant wait. Ohya, im buying eye care products, any good intros? See my eye bags and pands eyes, can faint. Esp my panda eyes! OMG can. And theres a 'wrinkle' on my eye bag, due to use comp too much, without much rest. Wah, im old alr luh. Think tmr gonna hunt for a good eye care product or th one sissy say she 'thinks' its good. One is for eye bags, one is make-up remover. But for th make-up remover, never remove make-up also can use. Its good for skin. Th two things add up cost around $73. Its super ex i know. But if its good for your eyes or skin, how ex also worth right? Yes, thinking of buying. Try uh. Cos earlier on i bought a panda eyes th cream, is good, but abit sensitive for my skin. Still, im using but less using it. Dont wanna spoil my skin. And worried for bi tmr. Alot things happening, and theres a staff meeting on fri. Im in charge of th refreshments! Its a real headache luh! So i just anyhow buy food for them. Mostly is fried food, eat die them, fat die them! Buy whatever thy also complain, might as well anyhow buy. Buy th same things and let them eat die. Dont care alr. Ohhhh, thrs a accident near th sch today, was our sch student. Wonder how is he? Is he alright? Thou he's very noisy and gives troubles to teachers, but still worried for him. He's so small size and th lorry bang him, he fly. OMG. Okay, whatever. Im tired of typing le. Back pain. OLD ALRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Ytd morning msged bi and bi brought me watch 'where got ghost'. Bi kept his promise. (: Met up with bi and guolong at jp's cinema and waited for jh. As normal, he was late. -.- So called him and he asked bi and i go in while guolong wait for him&his bro. Laughs! Th show was nice, but abit scary too. Held bi's arms. After movie, went to arcade to play, after that jh&his bro went home, then went to Jurong's safra. Watched bi play L4D. And chatted on th phone with my lovely apple. She called to chat. Then went for dinner. Did some thing's which is super funny. Lance and his bro came before we go for dinner. Went back to safra, and watch them play again. After that, withdraw money and walked bi to th mrt stn as he accompanied me to withdraw money.
Im worried for tmr and bi. Hope nothing happen to bi. Sighs.
When will i be strong once again?
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
YES! Blogger's back to normal out of th sudden. -.-
Alrights, chatted with bi just now, had tiff and called bi, talk about th problem between us. Cried. And msged those friends who're close to me. Told them, i wont be strong anymore. Bad things kept coming into my life luh! _l_
1st, th principal, vp admin and my HOD know about me and bi tgt le. WTF can. Nevermind, and p gave us two ways to go, either brk or, i kena transferred. Another wtf. So sissy has been giving me alot advice, she knows how i feel~ She told me, if i want stay by his 'side', fake say we brk, which is me and bi think th way, and is th same way we thought before we discuss. Sissy also say, if i want him study hard, without me like 'disturbing' him, i transfer. Yes, its useful. But, i want neither both. Mayb using th one me and bi thought of. Hope it pass? Mon is th deadline to tell th ans. OMG huh. I dont dare say. Wanna ask bi say. Laughs. Hope thrs nothing happening to bi on mon too. I wanna him stay in school study. Sighs.
2nd thing, i wont say. Disgrace my fam and cousins only.
Today went to th BoysTown Founders Day Dinner. Bored to th max! Went home at 9plus, cos cannot tahan alr. Finished fixing something im gonna give bi, 2 months later! Yes, im fast. Laughs, it meant to be a surprise. Bi, dont go guess ah. Even if you guess dao, erase it from your thoughts. HAHA.
Okay, no mood.
♥Bi, i want see you tmr.
I wanna tell you is that, hope tmr isn't th last day we're gonna spend time with each other.
Else, i will go crazy.♥
And, im forced to say this,
ILOVESISSY!♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Fcuk blogger once again. Sucks to th core. Anyways, bad things kept coming into my life. Blog somedays later.
TMR, I WANNA SEE BI!
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Photo spam~~
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
♥HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANIIVERSARY DEAREST!♥Its me & bi's 4th month today! Time flies uh. Bi, i will love you forever. Nothing can ever replace you. We'll last right bi? *kisses*I super love this bi, dearestboyf & sweetie pie of mine! Lazy type le, but maybe going to bi's house later! Awwws, hug me slp! I don't care!Labels: ♥happy anniversary bi♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Im back. Finally blogger is back to normal, but im lazy to upload photos. (:
Anyways, ytd went out with bi and co. Played and stuff. Was pissed off by some things. Trained back home with lance, but i drop off first. Quarrelled with bi during midnight, cried, slit myself. Called sissy cos i was damn moody. Have a nice chat with her. Thanks sissy! ily! Slept at around 2am, woke at 6am. Im crazy. Actually today meeting Kailing and her 2 friends. Cos of bi, no mood to go watch fireworks with them. A bigbig sorrys to Kailing and her friends. Meet you up next time.
Sighs, im moody now. I wanna meet bi tmr.
A small photo spam coming soon. (:
Bi, maybe like what you said, we shouldnt be tgt. But do you know how much i love you? I love for you is really more than anything else. You're, th first to let me felt so loved by someone i reallyreallyreally like. We'll last right bi?
♥ILLOVEYOU sweetie pie.♥
Labels: ♥its tmr♥ do you know that?
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Im back!
Mon and tue was on leave. Mon went to do mt ic, and webcam-ed with shuaige. We're like some retards playing stupid games like tic tac toe. LOL. And went back to malaysia for granny's 1st yr. Midnight went back. Shagggg like hell. And th most disappointing thing was that, not more than 10 ppl went back! OMFG can! Nevermind, bought bubble gum and chewing gums for bi and classmates. Wed went back sch, and fell down. Almost late for lessons too. Awwww, super tired. Ytd was super busy at work. Today too. Cut myself while helping colleague to make letters, 5k to be sent out. WTF huh? See her poor thing and i helped her. :) Went to meet my co, cried and stuffs. Kept whinning to sissy about how i missed bi. Taught Siyun her maths. She totally suck at Algebra[forgot how to spell].
Jon, stop acting like a keyboard worrior lah. 19 alr. OMG can. Say somemore things about EbenPua and i CONFIRM haunt you two down. Come try me if you want.
Bi, i miss you damn alot. Sighs! I want see you on mon. ):
No mood.
Labels: ♥3 days♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
No one will ever knows how i feel. Friends leaving me one by one. Close ones, aiai, going in girls home, maybe. Daryl superman, missing.
Anyways, Jonathan Sim aka that Passerby, mai lame pls jon. Do you think i dont know who you are uh? Stop putting all blames on me can?! And i really didnt hurt him. EbenPua emo or what, none of my problem. He sad jiu my problem? Eh, think lah hor, how he hurt me. How nice i treat him in th past. He not happy or what, ask him come talk to me face to face! Mai hum ask ppl tag or whatever. Stop all this luh. Jon, i know you so long, you too know me quite long alr, you should know my pattern. Ask him dont come provoke me, or i confirm diedie haunt him dwn. See how he hide lah hor. Ask him hide somemore, dont let me find him. Also, tell him dont make me dulan hor. I dulan CONFIRM go tanman thr find him. Ask him wuji lai try me. He also know my pattern. Anyways, ask him hide more, Alan finding him alr. And stop spoutting nonsense, make dao my bi angry you and Eben also die one. Im serious, not joking.
And, happy birthday to that idiot. Know who you are, if you're reading this.
♥Bi, nth will happen to you tmr. Dont worry. I'll be thr for you.<3
I love you uh!
I will miss you tons when im in msia tmr♥
Labels: ♥in a wk's time♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Im having fever AGAIN! Rawr! I keep sick luh. Too bad, im born to be a sicky child.
My voice become so man once again. WTF luh. Head super pain, no mood.
Update when i recover bah.
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan