Emo-ing still. Hais, i miss him damn alot.
Ytd, rot at home. Cried and stuffs. At night, slyvester called me, ask me go downstairs find him, J sis, shuaige and co. Alot ppl thr. So, sat down, chatted with syl. He made me smile. Thanks bro. After that, use shuaige's phone on a song, 'nothing's gonna change my love for you'. Damn nice. But forgot to send to my phone. -.- Then, heart to heart talk with sis, told her alot things, my feelings and stuffs. Cried down thr. Th rest, gambling.


Told sis,
Maybe, i shouldnt really have accepted him, i shouldnt have told him i like him. Maybe, all my fault for all this. I just, love him too much. Or, i should just say th 5 words. Really i should? Maybe, he's not meant to be mine in th first place.

Cried when saying all this. Breaking-down soon. I really miss him. Alotalot. Maybe, he dont feel that. After telling sis all that, syl tried to make me smile. Failed huh. Anyways, thanks bro for all th cheering since fri. You're a great bro. Thou you ownself also sad, you cheered me. Thanks to th co. too. You guys are lovedd by me huh. After that, went home and slp. J sis accompnied me go up. Chatted with syl on th phone awhile and he asked me go slp. So, listened to him and went to slp. Msged bi good night msg and didnt care my phone.


To sylvester,
I'm not a chaochao ahlian okay! You are a chaochaochao ahbeng. Thanks for those cheering you gave ytd. You rocks huh.

Thinking, should i meet them up for movie later? No mood currently. Due to th msges bi gave. Make me feel like crying.

I love th co of mine, thy ROCKS.♥