Went to work as usual, bi made me almost cried due to somethings. Sighs!
Went to Clementi's new party world find bi, jh, feri and colena(?).
Th others went off and left me and bi. Bi hug me! After so long nv get to stay with him alone.
Bi gave me my kiss too! From 8 kisses he owe, i cut it till 5. I'm good right bi.
Since you're so sweet today. Bi even sing song for me with jh! (: My sweetie pieeeee. Love you so muchhhh<3
Not in much mood alr. Emo and felt like crying.
Chatted with bi, some unhappy & kaypo talk uh.
Granny! I miss you alot. Really alot. You're gone just like ytd. We were th ones to ask you go letting everything off. I felt useless. You dote on me so much, yet i kept making you disappointed. Im really sorry granny. Tue gonna pay respects to you le. Think i will cry. I need you badly. My heart felt so hurt, nothing can ever bring you back le. ):
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Alrights, quarreled with uncle again. Sighs.
DISAPPOINTED!
Stupid blogger, cant upload photos still! I'm lazy to use photobucket uh. Troublesome.
Ytd, bought my new phone! Thanks dad for th money & my grp of crazys♥ for accompanying me buy. I had a fun day with them uh. And, ytd did my role play, my voice so man yt i did it. Can't believe it. Kept coughing th whole day. WHEN IS MY THORAT RECOVERING?! Im worried for bi's finger. So heart pain. Sighs! My head was in a great damn pain ytd too. It was alright today. Not that pain.
Big Uncle,
Im seriously DISAPPOINTED in YOU! Ever since 16july, you kept changing th date. Till 4aug. Now, you want change again. Seriously, do you have a HEART?! Hello? It's your mother's 1st yr. Yet? you wanted to change on 16july, we kept quiet cos you're th eldest. Then NOW? Change again? If you're really not coming or want change th date again, i will repeat this sentence to you. 'You want change jiu change all you want, we, those are working, have no time to play this stupid game wth you.' Its up to you if you want to come not. Just want to tell you is that, Ever since Granny's stay's in hospital, WE don't regard YOU as our BIG UNCLE anymore! Wanna know why? Cos, you don't have a heart. Doc say cant move her back to msia, as there's a difficulty for her to live on. If she move, she'll go anytime within 1hr. And, you insisted on to. Glad th doc didn't allow. Know how hard i cried when you insisted on? I was so sad. Yes, you don't dote on me ever since im a baby. But i don't care. But, thats your mother, my beloved Granny. And during's Granny's funeral, you NEVER care about anything. You scolded me for nothing. Yea, i wore sch uni back. But i am SUSPOSE to have my N lvls oral. But, i skipped it cos for Granny. I rushed back somemore! Say i never do much for granny? You go bang wall. I did alot okay! LAst yr, Every wkday, before i go sch, i will cook for granny her breakfast. I will buy nutritions food for her from around sg. Did you ever do all that? All rely on maid only. I talk to Granny alot. I chatted with her, about all my problems. IM REALLY, VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU UNCLE! You can just go bang th wall and die. I HATE YOU!
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Im back~
Okay, ytd was down with fever, and went back home. Went to see doc. Doc was stunt that my voice become so man! Its really very man lor. *faints*
Then tdy, woke up at 7am. Accompined bi msg. Bi is supersuper sweet this few days. I love him to th max! Now my voice is still so man. Im dead. Tmr how go sch sia. Plus i cant even talk properly siaaaaaaaa. Quarrelled with big uncle just now. Fcuk him luh. Keep changing th date to pay repects for granny. I take leave le ley. Now then say change. I nv dulan my boss also will dulan lor.
(conversations)
Uncle: Hello, huanhuan ah.
Me: Huh?
Uncle: I want to change th date.
Me: Eh, siao eh. I take leave le ley!
Uncle: Change lah!
Me: Your kuku ah. Cb, how change. I take leave le, then now you say. How many times you want change sia!
Uncle: I not free mah. Tell your boss only.
Me: What thing call 'tell your boss only'? You think what. I ownself boss ah. You nv work, whr got not free.
Uncle: Just change lah.
Me: Fcuk you man. How to. I decide haohao le ley. My ic that time tio stolen woth wallet, heavent go do.
Uncle: Aiya, that one nvm one.
Me: Lj. You say nvm, to me got mind ley!
Uncle: Okayokay, i dont change.
Me: (kup th phone)
Damn dulan th can! Kao eh, my throat like that, he still want quarrel with me. Now my voice, more & more man le. How? Th cough med doc gave dont seems to work. Ahhhhhh~
I WANT POST PIC LUH! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO BLOGGER!
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Finally blogger is back to normal. Shall blog about ytd & tdy.
Ytd, syl bro called. Ask me go over to th basketball court nearby my house. So, went to prepare and headed over with syl and shuaige. Played afew rounds with shuaige's slippers. Damn big. Aftermath, th co was deciding whr to go next. text bi and asked if he wants to meet up. But bi doesn't wants. Then, FINALLY thy decide to go explore JurongPoint. -.- Trained thr. Made alot noise inside train. Ohya, 3 bikers was waiting for us for like 1 hour? Sissy's fault. She kept dragging th time. Reached thr, headed to Zone-x. All followed me. None knows whr it is. Saw th other 3 man and we headed in to play. I sat down, helped Kyle to carry his bike's helmet. I'm nice right. And help him carry his bag too when his playing. I'm a maid for him for ytd. After playing, accompined my 'boss'(kyle) to buy necklace. He say if i drop his helmet, he from 3rd floor throw me down. Bad right this guy. Help him take he like that. Then after buying his necklace, all went to smoke. Siyun came! Hug her super tight. So long nv see her. Then ask shuaige accompany me go 7-11 to buy drink. Bought and sat on kyle's bike. He stare at me siaaaa. Then i keep shout, 'someone illegal parking siaaaaa'. Actually is 3. Cos, i disturbing kyle only. So fun man! Then went walk around th mall and headed home. Send th 3 man off. Ask kyle to ride me home. Then train home with th others. Th rest went back to basketball court, i went back home. Good girl huh?
(conversation with kyle)
Me: Eh,(poke his angkong) ride me home.
Kyle:(stares) i super tired.
Me:(show sad face)
Kyle:(tap my head)guai lah, next time bring you go rounding.
Me:(smile) sure not. Dont bluff me ah.
Kyle:yesyes. Small girl.
Me:(smack his back)
He promised to bring me go rounding!
Keep your promise uh bro.
Tdy, woke up, used lappy awhile then let sis use.
Cried due to bi told me somethingys.
I'm gonna sick again.
Lazy type alr.
Bi, i do really love you alot.
Dont ever leave me pls. ♥
Labels: ♥bi is mine♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Backback.
Mon, went to work. Boring life~ Had arguments with bi.
Tue, went to work, after work, went back home and use lappy. Did my presentation at 1.20AM, finished it within 2 hours. Pro?
Wed, purposely late for sch. Met up with me darlings. Slack and headed to sch. While it was my turn for presentation, i was so super nervous. Heng, everything's over! Hope i pass. *prays hard* After sch, headed to tamp with charbo. Walked around tamp and train-ed to eunos. Took th couple keychain. Nice i shuold say. But, i took photos ytd, and its gone alr. My damn lousy phone. Dad says, he's gonna buy me 1 2nd hand iphone or itouch. *kisses dad* 2nd hand also can. better then nth right? But i have to choose it myself. So, mayb going to bedok with darling2 on wed? Not sure huh. Pass bi th keychain. Infact is ask abby help to pass. Wanted to give bi as he's outside th office, he walked off. Saw abby, and pass it to her. Gave her choco too. (: I love bi so much cannnn. Ohya, bi know what i bought for him at tamp alr. No funn at all th! Next time gonna be secretive. Bi too clever alr. Hmms, chatted with yicong bro ytd, he was bitten by mosquito man! Leg and back huh? Poor bro. And he keep on bathing. He's crazy. Mayb sat gonna maple with him. He's going to ks me. ): Creating new char soon. Should i let others know my char? Mayb not yea? Should see how. And, not gonna be active in thr. Audi rocks more.
Devil Bro, why must you do that? Do you know, alot ppl are waiting for your release? When th days to your release, im much happier. Now? Bro, i seriously miss you alot. Misses all those happy moments we've got in th past. Pls bro, stop all that. Faster come out. You're my happy pill, my counsellor. I need you badly. ): Come out fast pls. Stop all nonsense pls. Rmb th promise you gave when you are going in. COME OUT FAST PLS BRO!
Labels: ♥ilovebi♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
(sis, here's my pic. Mai anyhow edit!)
Not in th mood again.
Ytd, after audi-ing, chatted with bi on th phone. After bi went to slp, audi-ed and chatted with Devil's cousin, Kyle(Alvin). Funny uh him. Got a leture from him. Can die lor! After that, called my co, syl, J sis, Tuna(louis). Chatted, laughed. Stupid Kyle dont want call. Slept at around 5am?
Tdy, can slp longer. My mum's fault! At around 11plus, she dont know press what on th tv, then say th tv spoil. Wtf can, She shouted super loud, i startled from my slp. -.- Then, went out of my room, walking unsteadily, ask her what happend. Help her with th tv and on my lappy. My beauty slp gone just like that. Rarh! Chatted with bi, and waitied for my co to online. NONE online. After that, lie on my bed awhile and use lappy again. Boring life huh. Had arguments with bi earlier on.
Bi, know how sad i am today? Each time we had arguments, i always felt like crying. No carings from you at all. I bought something for you at tamp on wed. Bi, i reallyreally love you alot. No one can replace you. ♥
Labels: ♥bi, iloveyou more than anything else♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Wasn't in th mood. Bi keep gl me in msn. I sick still like that treat me. Actually today's collecting a keychain, due to me not feeling well, cancelled. Sorry to th owner yeahs. Not in th mood alr, head super pain.
Bi, don't gl me luh.
My head super pain then you like that.
No heart you. ♥
16July was granny's 1st yr. Didn't go back malaysia. Aug then go back. Hais. Chatted with fam and cried. Dad knows how i feel. We chatted about granny, and my tears rolled down. I miss her so much. 1 yr alr. Time flies.
♥Granny, how are you in another world with grandpa? I miss you alot. I still rm th sentence you told me when i was sec1. 'Never cry/stop when you fall, stand up and carry on with th path/road you're going. Rmb to take th right path/road.' But, i disappointed you alot times. Hope, thrs a chance whr, i can say sorry to you granny. Mayb, how much sorry i say, cant make it up to those wound i gave you. Granny, did you miss us? How i wish, everyday after work, i could come back home and call you granny again. I miss your smile. Take care with grandpa up thr okay granny? You are gonna be in my heart forever no matter what. I LOVE YOU GRANNY! ):
Labels: ♥imy;ily granny♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Long time nv blog le. Lazy to. Ytd went sch, met up with my darlings and bus to sch. School was alright. I did my work. (: But not for my PRESENTATION. Wed is th deadline. Deaddddd. Before my CRN, didnt let th teacher to talk and rush to toilet. Cos thought she wanted to say something else, but god knows, she let us off early at 3pm! WTF? First time canzxzxz. Super happy luh. So went shopshop. But something for at tamp. Its a nice one. Was sad th whole day, but thanks to my lovely classmates and friends, thy rocks lor. Smiled alot. After going tamp, train-ed to jp with darling1. Walked around. Mac for our dinner. Heart-to-heart talk with her. Then, cab her home, found out that her house was so damn near a lan. Reach home, bathe and went down to find J sis and co. Chatted and play with them. Someone called police. Say we're super noisy. zzz. Lame can. After that, accompanied me went up and back home to slp. Cried myself to slp. ): Wrote things in a exercise book about me&him before i slp. Bi, imissyou alot. Real lot. Hais, when can our r/s be strong like th past again?
Sis, what you say ytd was true. Made promises to you again. I will try to be independent again, stop relying on him so much. Yea, i need to be strong in order to pass through th barriers infront of me. Thanks for talking to me. Felt better after talking to you. You're a good listener. Love you sis.♥
YuJing IS A DUACHIOBU<3!
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Heh, back.
Ytd went out with bi & co. Rushed down to TanjongPagar. I thought i was late, but no. Im th second. Bi was th first to reach. Cos, he stay nearer. Waited for abby, jh & benson. After thy reached. Headed to CPF building thr for sakaeeee. Joked and made lots of funny things down thr. Ordered alot food. But, we threw th rice. After eating, took bus to esplanade. Walk around, wanted to watch fireworks, but, no more. ): I want watch it next time with bi. Went to th rain 2 times. Purposely huh. Was emo. Then MrTayHoShan cheered me up. But fail. LOL. Anyways, thanks. Walked alone in th front at th shopping centre. While others were behind. After that, wanted to take cab tgt. But abby, jh & benson walked so far just to take a cab. Bi & i was somehow pekchek, we took train. While walking to th train, bi walk so damn fast. I cant catch up cos i super cold inside thr. Reached home, bathed straight away. But, After bathing, still veh cold. Played audi with syl & J sis. Chatted on th phone with them too. Kept complaining im cold and told bro to bring a jacket over for me. Im crazy ytd. Sleept at 3am. J sis fell asleep. That pig.
Tdy actually going Palau Ubin with bi & co. But due to some things, didnt go. Bi said next time bring me go. Keep your promise uh bi. And th Marina Barrage also. Cant wait lor.
Bi, keep your promise huh. I cant wait to go with you.
I love you bi ♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Backbackback.
Ytd did really slp at 12 plus. Thanks to DicksonWuJQ's accompany. Else, i will fall asleep. But, he bullied me. Msged random ppl and only Dickson reply. ): Send bi a msg at 12am then off to slp.
Tdy woke up early, met bi at clementi inter. Passed him a letter i wrote. Bus-ed to sch, met up with wenkeat & lance. Then, jh and abby came. Went in to sch tgt. Was bored at work, chatted with syl bro on th phone awhile. His phone damn china. Lousy sia. Then, had arguments with bi, till i reach clementi. Took bus to clementi with colleague. Then bi told me to find him at Benson's house below. Went thr. I did not get lost. Rewards plssss. Went to slack and joke around. Chatted with syl bro again while bi & co playing cards. Benson tot i talking to NickSohYF. Joked around at th exercise corner and home. Bi, abby & jh kind of walked me near to th mrt stn and i took mrt myself while thy took cab.
Syl bro, thanks for all th cheering you gave tdy.
Much better after talking to you.
You nvr fail to make me smile or laugh.
You rocks huh. ♥
Bi, thou today thrs some arguments, but i still love today.
You almost brk your promise.
Bi, happy 3rd month anni.
iloveyou. We shall last long like what abby say okay?
MeLOVEyou alot bi. ♥
Labels: ♥happy anniversary bi♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Back again. No mood for today.
Wed, went to sch, meet my two darlings at th inter and bused to sch. Lessons are okayokay. When reached th sch, something bad happened. Shan't elaborate. Make me more moody. after sch, went tamp with darling2, charbo, shierly and ris. Burger king for our so called dinner. Joked in thr. Darlings2 told us alot of jokes. Managed to smile? Infact is laugh. Cos, something happend before we go tamp. After that, shopped around and home. Tired day huh.
Today, went to work, saw bi at th busstop. He was waiting for lance. So, went in first. Was happy when i saw him. But after work? Felt like crying again. Hais, tmr's a special day. Infact, im not dread that tmr will come. Cried and slit myself once again. Super emo cannnn. And, grats to syl bro for succiding in jio-ing that girl. Happy for you huh. Last long aye bro. Don't do th thing which you told me. BETTER DON'T!
Bi, do you know whats th date tmr? Whats th day tmr? Doubt you rmb it le. Its my routine on wed to go your house on every wed after sch. But ytd? Nowdays, i felt that, friends are more important then me. Keep say next time spend time with me. When's your next time? Will this next time come? Cos of you, i tried to change, and that that fact. But you? Change for my sake? Bluff me then got. Hope, tmr, you will spend time with me. I could only pray. Doubt you really will. Cos, manybe, you dont even know whats th day tmr. Now, i dont dread that our anniversary will come. Infact, i hope it pass quickly. I've been crying for almost 1 wk. Slit myself and stuffs. Go count how long you nv pei me le. Actually tdy, i waited for you. I did not take bus home. I waited for you to come out, go to your destination whr you want go then i went back. I wanna see you. I wanna you hug me slp. I love spending time with you. All those memories, i love it. Those sweet past, i wanna it come back. Bi, tmr spend time with me will you? Its a special day. Hais.
Not going to slp till its 12am.
Bi, i love you more than anything else.
Don't leave me. I wanna be yours, forever.
iloveyou dearest.♥
Labels: ♥its tmr♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Back once again. Ytd mood was down th whole day, despite syl kept cheering me. Cried in th night again. Didnt slp well, was waiting for bi's reply. Till today around 1plus, bi finally msged me! Was happy like hell lor. Finally he talked to me. And i smiled once again. (: After that, walked up and down, walked passed bi's class, just to see him. And, he walk towards me like a ahbeng. Atteneion seeker sia bi. So, went down to th office and pass by his class again. Then, went up to take food as thr're free food. Took some for th office hard-working peeps. And, Lance gave me a weird look. Gave him back th same look. Then, while going down, bi and prudence, had a smallsmall 'arguments'. So funny lor. Then after awhile, bi came to sit in th office and gave me a packet of drink. Thanks bi once again. He's back to his normal sweet self? After bi wet to change to his pe shorts, w/ sch uni. Super funny. Cos, he did stunts and then his pants..... Ohya, bi wear his chef uni so damn cute! Love it luh.
Bi, next time, plspls,
dont like that treat me le okay?
Was damn sad when you're treating me so cold.
And, thanks for th drink.
ily loads!♥
Bro, thanks for all those cheering you gave.
Continuing jio-ing that girl huh.
Me support you♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Emo-ing still. Hais, i miss him damn alot.
Ytd, rot at home. Cried and stuffs. At night, slyvester called me, ask me go downstairs find him, J sis, shuaige and co. Alot ppl thr. So, sat down, chatted with syl. He made me smile. Thanks bro. After that, use shuaige's phone on a song, 'nothing's gonna change my love for you'. Damn nice. But forgot to send to my phone. -.- Then, heart to heart talk with sis, told her alot things, my feelings and stuffs. Cried down thr. Th rest, gambling.
Told sis,
Maybe, i shouldnt really have accepted him, i shouldnt have told him i like him. Maybe, all my fault for all this. I just, love him too much. Or, i should just say th 5 words. Really i should? Maybe, he's not meant to be mine in th first place.
Cried when saying all this. Breaking-down soon. I really miss him. Alotalot. Maybe, he dont feel that. After telling sis all that, syl tried to make me smile. Failed huh. Anyways, thanks bro for all th cheering since fri. You're a great bro. Thou you ownself also sad, you cheered me. Thanks to th co. too. You guys are lovedd by me huh. After that, went home and slp. J sis accompnied me go up. Chatted with syl on th phone awhile and he asked me go slp. So, listened to him and went to slp. Msged bi good night msg and didnt care my phone.
To sylvester,
I'm not a chaochao ahlian okay! You are a chaochaochao ahbeng. Thanks for those cheering you gave ytd. You rocks huh.
Thinking, should i meet them up for movie later? No mood currently. Due to th msges bi gave. Make me feel like crying.
I love th co of mine, thy ROCKS.♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
I'm kinda emo, sad and stuffs. I miss him so much. Does he know that? 3rd month coming. Can we pass through this? Bi, i miss you alot. Wanna meet up with you today. Wanna you hug me slp. Hais, it seems like, everything gone? Mayb? Mayb, you're no longer that loving towards me le. Or im thinking rubbish again? Ytd before slp, i cried, till 4plus in th morning. First time, i cried for so long. I hugged th tortise you gave and cried. Recalling back those memories.
Bi, i just simply love you too much.♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Tdy rot at home. Hais, no mood th whole day. But thanks to my aiai, she tried to cheer me up. Cut myself again. Cried and stuffs.
Bi, i miss you alot. Seriously.
I want you by my side now,
Wanna you hug me slp everynight.
Are we drifting again? Or im thinking rubbish again?
We're gonna 3rd month. Hope we last alrights?
I love you alotalot, making me wanna see you out of th sudden.
DearestBoyf, iloveyou.
No matter what, i wont leave you.♥
No mood to type alr.
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
And, aiai, did you miss my miss'tortise?
Th drink bi bought today
♥
Th choco bi bought♥
Back once again (:
Ytd, went home straight after work. I'm a good girl~~ Then reached home, on lappy and bathed. So was msging with bi till he got home and i went to my lalaland.
Today morning woke up early and meet bi at clementi busstop. Waited for him, and Lance came. He was shocked when he saw me. LOL. He's shocked face so funny. So we waited for bi and thy smoked then took bus to sch. Then walked in to th office while bi went to class. Bi gave me a cute smile~~ Around 12plus, went around th sch to pass th tempreture taking form and first went up to bi's class, just wanna see him. And he lisiao me! This bi of mine has got no heart. After that, walk around th damn sch. Tired sia. I run actually. Cos was rushing for time. After that, went back to th office and out for lunch. Came back, bi was about to go back alr ): But he's so damn sweet. He bought a drink for me. I was stunt thou. Cos i tot what he want, then he put th drink on my keyboard. I was happy when i saw that. (: Thanks bi. Although th drink he bought is which i dont like, but i still drink finish. Cos, its from him♥(:
Not meeting bi later. He want me to rest. (:
To guest,
Hello? I think th one whose got something wrong is you. And thats really th past, i dont want to mention it anymore. Close this stupid dumb case. And, me and my DearestBoyf WON'T brk th. He dotes on me alot can. Jealous huh? Anyways, i did not tie him lor. I let him go out with his friends. Open your eyes big before reading my posts. Pls lah, you not happy don't come my blog lor. I also nv say invite this kind of freaks like you to my blog. Not happy, you can leave. Nv ask you to stay also. Brainless.
Bi, 7 more days to our 3rd month. I'm excited can! I wrote a letter for you(:
Give you on our 3rd month.♥
MeLOVEyou.
Labels: ♥7 more days♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
Im back huh.
Ytd, went to sch. Meet up with darling2 at tamp inter and ate macs for breakfast. Then bused to sch. And sitted outside class waiting for teacher to come. So chatted and fool around with darling2 and charbo. Darling1 was sick. ): my poor darling. Rest well uh! Else, no choco for you next wk. (: Lessons was bored ytd. And, teacher forgot abut th presentation! Happy sia. Cos i nv do on tue night. Too tired and shag alr. Cannot tahan. So, went to Tamp to walk around after sch. And, trained to Aljunied to meet my bi. Slacked at his house with abby and jh, then went out. Went to th library, gambled and drink thr. Obviously not me, but bi, jh and abby. I'm a good girl huh. LOL. So, after that, bi & i accompanied abby & jh to wait for cab. Then went to coffeeshop to buy bi's dinner. Should be supper. And off to his house. Sit ahwile and went home. Took a cab, and th driver was damn guailan lor. Msg-ing with bi while on th way home. Reach home, bathed, eat my so called 'dinner' and went to slp.
So, tdy woke at 5.54am, but did not meet bi, cos too tired. So, i continued to slp till 6.30am. Super tired lor. Shag like hell. Then msged bi and prepare for work. I keep yawning. Veh tired. Today must rest early. Cos, tmr morning meeting my bi(: And mayb after work too. I miss him so much luh. IWANNASEEHIMNOWWWWWWWW!
Bi, iloveyouloads.
Bemineforeverokay?
Labels: ♥8 more days♥
♥Stay w me forever, L.weihan
